Disclaimer: JKR, Warner Brothers, Bloomsbury Books, and Scholastic all own the Potterverse. I make no money from this work of fiction.
Notes: Many thanks to julian_black for beta-reading.
Who are you to say
I am empty? You, hollow
as the shallow grave.
You think you are a
cypher, you wish to be smoke,
cooling as it fades.
I can see the heart
of you, the bitter, bitter
heart, it smolders, chars.
You bite, break your teeth,
the struggle, the clawing--how
dare you mock the wolf
when you are more the
animal. You draw your own
blood, lick 'til it's raw.
The days turn back on
themselves. I feel your tension,
it thrums below skin.
You withdraw, you are
submerged in your wounds, and I
am sublimated.
Haze against the moon.
I smell it. I taste the harsh
rusty iron moon.
Dry panting breaths, loud,
the cell is always too cold,
too clear, barren, bright.
It takes a day, two,
before the stink of fur slips
away. You won't touch.
I must approach you
with milk and fig, bait the trap
and wait, palms open.
Later, when I have
held you (you think that you have
permitted me), when
I have nuzzled you,
your awkward, acrid body,
you will sigh, untie.
You would loathe me if
I said the truth--your heart has
been trapped already,
it is only your
sharp-edged body I must find
again and again.
With eye and tongue and
hand, I have always craved you,
the dark veil of smoke.
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